I just wanted to get this out of the way.

I'm currently recovering from a break-up. Why am I making a journal about this? Because, well, I share the deepest parts of me here. Through my art. With you guys. And he's been such a large part of it all for such a long time now. This relationship was, at least to me, as serious as it could get. I planned on marrying this man. And I loved him with every single bit of me.

I hate that when these things happen, you can't just talk about them. I can't express what needs to be expressed, so, I'm at least doing this.

I'm thinking about making a separate account very soon, a place where I can get some of this out of me. I don't want a lot of people here seeing the darker sides of me, to be honest. When I'm in pain my art and writing becomes incredibly brutal, but this is a place that has always made me feel happier and relieved.

So if you'd like to watch me at this other account, you can private-message me.
I don't really get any comments anymore so I don't know if anyone would even be interested. All the same, reach me if you like.

UPDATE-- My other account is officially up now. Again, please send me a not if you want to go there.

Go oogle my BFF being a hot motherfucker
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All the best parts of James Dean/Edward Cullen/Ron Weasley!
LOLOLOLOL Don't hate me, Eric.

Seriously though, I want you guys to ask me.
Nothing is too personal.

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It's anonymous.

I'm 20!
I'm not a teenager anymore...

JESUS CHRIST, FINALLY.

Sally. Effing. Jupiter.
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is going to be the Comedian.
LOLZ.